Ups and Downs

One thing that I wish I would remember, is that as I work with my 4 year old Asperger's son, is that every one has ups and downs. We have had a couple of long months. We have been off gluten for almost a year now, but every now and then he will get away from me and help himself to something. Most of the time it is when I am baking for others and I just walk away for a minute. I need to learn. But I tend to forget and then end up being mad at myself for a couple of days. I notice the effects of gluten in his system for 4-5 days. It can be miserable.

We have been working with an Allergy Elimination Doctor (NAET) to see if we can help our son. I have been a little skeptical but I think I am noticing a difference. The other day my son asked me " Mom, what does danger mean?" and " What is fire?" This is such a big deal. I just had to smile. It is so fun to hear him talk as we drive and point out the things he sees. It is usually silent with these kids. I love all the progress we are making and the new and exciting things that await us.

I get really scared for school to start. We had a little party at our house with friends. The kids were all playing outside and they let my 4 year old out front and then shut the gate. Who knows how long he had been out there by himself. I am so glad nothing happened. A little while later all the kids were inside except for my son. So, I went out to find him. He was in the window well and the cover had been replaced. He was yelling, "help me out of here!" I was sick. I am not sure what I am to do. I know that these kids love my son and were just playing. He is even a willing participant most of the time. He just doesn't know better. I just wish I knew what I could do to ensure he is safe when he is out in the world. I guess that is every parents wish for every child. I know I can't protect him forever, I will just have to keep trying to teach him all I can. I am glad they grow a little at a time, even though it seems really fast.